There is a sense of nothingness in me, mom. I don't know if it has anything to do with the end of another year in my life or if it's just me. But the nothingness is not a void. I am not feeling anything at the moment but there are so many things running around in my head. There's hope somewhere in that whirlwind of thoughts. And it makes all the difference.
I have hope mom, to be free with myself, to accept the changes in me and embrace the person that I have become through all the experiences I have lived. Just like the way you pointed out about my laughter a long time ago. I cannot laugh freely. I hold back. Not intentionally. Because I have tried to do so many times but am just not able...
January 1, 2011
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